Spider

Ria is a little bit upset with me. She feels that I am not being entirely truthful with her. She's worried that I'm lying to her and lying to myself. It seems that whenever I get drunk without her presence then I always end up in these photos being kissed by boys or kissing boys. She thinks that I might be gay.

I don't really know why it always happens, it's just one of those things. And it's not like they are kisses on the lips with full tongue or anything. They are just friendly kisses between friends. On the cheek. The chance of there being lip to lip contact are extremely minimal, and if that were to occur I am pretty sure that I and the other participant would be horrified and disgusted. Well, sure as I can be. I don't particularly want to find out.

There's quite a few of these photos around. They're generally pretty late at night when everybody is worse for wear. They are just an expression of platonic love between to friends. There is nothing sexual about it. It's just a bit of fun and games. I don't know if she sees it that way though.

Which is a shame, because I don't see any harm in it. It did get me thinking though. How do I know that I'm not deluding myself. How do I know that a big piece of hot man meat won't make me very happy? How do I know that I've been batting for the wrong team all this time? I guess it might explain a few things.

I'm pretty sure I'm not though. It just doesn't interest me. Still, it was something to think about.

In other news there is only one position left to fill in the staff roster at the centre. We hired a lady who is from Iran via New Zealand today. I hope she's great.