5:50

I really fucking piss myself off sometimes. This afternoon I have wasted a heap of time doing absolutely nothing worthwhile. Just procrastinating. I'm supposed to be doing an assignment that is already something like 3 months late, that I need to get an extension on. And do you know what I was doing instead? Reading about weird shit on the internet. Like people who get right into self expression with body art. Like reading about some adult entertainment conference in Las Vegas. Just wasting fucking time. Such a waste. And the only person that I have to blame for it is myself. And the worst part is I don't know how to get in there and get it done. It's shit. I'm shit.

So now I'm going out to dinner. Which will be good. But it means that I still won't have touched any of this fucking crap. This stuff I'm supposed to do I don't really have much of an interest in. It's something that I need to do for work though. I've told a lady that I'll get one of the assignments done this weekend, but I don't think that it's going to happen. I know that I've still got all of tomorrow, but I'm pretty sure that I'm going to waste tomorrow and feel bad about wasting that time as well. It sucks. Now I remember why I don't like studying. Because I am up there with the world's best procrastinators. I was even washing today to avoid it. I haven't even had any lunch. I've just been wasting time. It's horrible.

Fuck it.